Toying with going back to work

Am I crazy or just at a lull in my life that I need something to do or am I beginning my winter depression...I don't know.

The last couple of weeks I have found myself longing for my old pre-k position. I actually went down to the basement to look for something for Emma in my teaching closet. While I was there I came across my evaluations. I read each one I found and remembered the lesson or activity that was taking place at the time. I MISS that. Emma is in school so really doesn't need me home during the day. Timmy on the other hand only goes to school 3 mornings a week so there is the dilemma.

What would I do or should I say what am I thinking about...possibly getting a montessori certificate and teach at Timmy school. That would solve the problem of what to do with Timmy. Another thought was to open my own preschool in my district. This would also help me with Timmy and also help me with getting Emma on and off the school bus. With that option comes a lot of liability and THAT scares me. Although I know that I would do an awesome job. The one thing about me I am confident in is my ability to teach pre-k. The years I taught pre-k, those children were so well prepared for kindergarten, they excelled when they were labeled "likely to fail".

So what do I do? Do I work for someone else and in essence take the easy way out. Or do I step up to the plate and put it all on the line and open my own school. I know David would support either one, I just want to make sure whatever it is...I am successful!